Yea, is new yar..2009 a new beginning for me. I feel so lucky and happy~
Now just left 2 yrs to go.. GRADUATE!!
Well is time to cherish my uni life.
I know working is nt an easy thingy.
So just ENJOY, that's what i always told to myself.
Finally i get into UWA be a newbie, fresher again~
This is such a fantastic feeling i have ever had.
Besides, i found out no matter how hard it is, if you really put efforts on it.
It will just become a simple task.
Can be solve easily. However, i have to conquer my fear.
I'm nt really know what i afraid of, nt really know what i scared of?!
Is it study oversea alone? Is it try to live independent?!
Or it is just i miss my home, my frends and my families too much?!
Sometimes, i'm really feel rely on one person is not good for me.
It is just will make me more look down upon myself. More hate myself.
To be dependent on someone else, it will just become an obstacle to my life.
I know rely on people, i will not feel so lonely and helpless.
But it is just be proved that i am so incapable.
I hate this kind of feeling!!
I hate to be treat as a kid.
I hate people said i'm cute.
, And, i hate i always smile at those people. Even i was so sad at the moment.
well, is it consider helpless? or powerless?
hmm..mayb that is me. Always smile at people, even though i'm nt really want to.
Be brave, be happy, be independent, be more straightforward,
be magnnanimous and be more mature.
And and!!
be a strong girl,
will be a cool girl who is not frustrated by a broken heart and disgrace.
Be cool fairly and squarely.
These are what i want to be in 2009.
Just a few days ago,i went to my orientation.
Wow!! i was surrounded by foreigners!! and i sat between them.
Hoho, i'm so small!!
And i realised that, this maybe a good opportunity for me to make more foreign frends.
And it may also a good environment for me to strengthen my english.
Futhermore, i'm also reliased that this year will be full of challenges.
Yea, i like it!!
No matter how hard the chanllenge is,
if you work at it hard enough, you can grind an iron rod into a needle.
So, just keep on trying my best^^
Wish, all the best to me~
Go! 2009!!